| I was feeling good at the beginning but now I feel crappy. |
[Nov. 24th, 2009|01:54 pm] |
| [ | Feel It |
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I'M DONNNEEEE!!!! Sweet relief!!!!
So I finished my term paper on Falun Gong yesterday morning..
and started to work on my powerpoint presentation last night.. I started on it a little while I was tutoring, but I really didn't get back to it until 10:00, before that, I was chatting on msn and downloading appropriate pictures for my ppt...
and my brother was playing some fuzzy-animal thing called Chuzzles, a bejeweled version of it.. before I had to take the laptop away from him..
so between 10:40p.m to 2:30a.m I lapsed between a organizing my stuff on the powerpoint and putting the information in, and taking "short breaks" which was falling asleep on my couch, sitting up, with my laptop still on, on my lap.. XP it was so horrible.. I just wanted to go to bed!! I finished my paper the night before at 1:30 or 2:30 the night before so I was so sleep deprived.. at 11:00 p.m my eyes were droopy..
I remember in between, my mom brought me a plate of sliced oranges to eat.. (still on the couch, I was glued there), and when I was done with it, I didn't even put the plate in the sink and rinse it, I just put it on the floor, next to the couch.. my mom came by and picked it up.. she's so sweet..
the only time I moved was when I suddenly woke up and I was lying on the couch.. and an hour had passed by, my mom already asleep (and sleep talking..XP).. it felt so weird.. 1:30, I went back to work.. still felt droopy, so I got up and moved around and then went back to work..
the slideshow was only 7-8 slides long and I took soooo long!! it's because I procrastinated and kept falling asleep when I should have been typing in information..
so I got the basic of it down, not a lot of pictures, I did that this morning, made jot notes, and made the pictures come in at the right time..
a little after 11:00 about 20 minutes before my class started, and I was still at home. THE PRINTER WASN'T WORKING.. >.< Terry broke it!!!
agghh.. so I went to the library and waited until a computer was available and printed there, ran back home to staple the term paper together, and went to class.. I was 20 minutes late, I made it in time to see the whole Animal Rights presentation and I went up next.
With no practice. Just improvisation.
and I hardly even looked at the sheet with my jot notes.. I forgot to mention some things that I ended up mentioning at the end.. and there were several brief lapses of time when I was searching for a word and didn't find it.. so I just put in stupid things like "not a lot of good stuff"... ugghh.. so embarassing..
I spoke loudly I think. and made eye contact I think...
I think. the teacher seemed confused at some places and then understanding in others..
I really don't know what's my presentation mark like.. ick..
I can hear my voice shaking in some places.. not all I think..
At least I knew my information.
*sigh*.. all in all..I'm good.. I think. Just have to cram for my midterm now.. on friday..
uuwaahh~... I don't want to. I want to watch dramas. animes.. read manga!!! |
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